Chasing Hope by Amy Daws
Publisher: Stars Hollow Publishing
Publication Date: May 18, 2014
Format: Paperback - 224 pages
Kindle - 304 KB
ISBN: 978-0990325208
ASIN: B00KFRGYBM
Genre: Memoir
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Book Description:
Follow Amy’s true story as she stumbles through her journey with humor and warmth all while dealing with the neuroses that come along with getting her hopes shattered time and time again. All she has to do is close her eyes and she’s lurched back to the memories of her losses on the floor in her bathroom, in the hospital, and even at her place of work. No one knows what the internal mind of a woman who’s lost five babies and suffered this many let downs goes through. Can Hope ever truly survive memories such as these?
Book Excerpt:
EXCERPT FROM CHAPTER 5:
My husband tried to spare me the pain of seeing our baby who was no longer inside me. When he realized he wasn’t as subtle as he’d hoped, he looked at me apologetically and rubbed his hand on my arm.
“Just go,” I stated coolly.
He set the pictures on the dash of the car and walked into the pharmacy, shoulders hunched.
I hesitantly grabbed the photos and flipped through them; tears streamed down my face and fell directly onto the images. Our baby went from a tiny circle of digital goo, to a tiny bean, to a tiny tadpole, to a tiny baby. There was a picture of the baby’s hand in a waving motion, like it could have been saying, “Hi Mom, It’s me. Don’t worry, I’m worth it.”
We got home and crawled into bed to hopefully sleep away the pain. We both took three days off of work that thankfully led us into the weekend so we had five full days to mourn the loss of our first pregnancy.
Not only were we mourning the loss of our baby, we were mourning the loss of our hope. It took us nearly three years to achieve this pregnancy. It had been three long years of unresponsive dreams and countless negative pregnancy tests. I was despondent. How could I not despair?
My husband tried to spare me the pain of seeing our baby who was no longer inside me. When he realized he wasn’t as subtle as he’d hoped, he looked at me apologetically and rubbed his hand on my arm.
“Just go,” I stated coolly.
He set the pictures on the dash of the car and walked into the pharmacy, shoulders hunched.
I hesitantly grabbed the photos and flipped through them; tears streamed down my face and fell directly onto the images. Our baby went from a tiny circle of digital goo, to a tiny bean, to a tiny tadpole, to a tiny baby. There was a picture of the baby’s hand in a waving motion, like it could have been saying, “Hi Mom, It’s me. Don’t worry, I’m worth it.”
We got home and crawled into bed to hopefully sleep away the pain. We both took three days off of work that thankfully led us into the weekend so we had five full days to mourn the loss of our first pregnancy.
Not only were we mourning the loss of our baby, we were mourning the loss of our hope. It took us nearly three years to achieve this pregnancy. It had been three long years of unresponsive dreams and countless negative pregnancy tests. I was despondent. How could I not despair?
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the cover is so cute! i loved the description of the book
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DeleteHi Amanda! Thank you for stopping by and visiting with Amy! :)
DeleteAnd thanks to Jersey Girl Book Reviews for blogging about my story! It's a true story and I'm getting tremendous feedback from readers about how moved they were! What an amazing experience I'm having and I thank you for being a part of it!
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ReplyDeleteThe book description speaks to me.
ReplyDeleteHi Mary! Thanks for stopping by, hope you get a chance to read the book. :)
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